Distractions

Neville, your loss broke me in ways words will never convey. The pain was so all consuming that I desperately needed a distraction so I fostered two neonate puppies. The second one went to her forever home today. At the same time that I am relieved to have wrapped up this round of fostering duties, her absence highlights yours even more. Not one moment goes by that I don’t feel the void of your physical presence. The puppies were a much needed distraction. I was never in jeopardy of foster failing with them so I didn’t feel like I was replacing you. I was only allowing myself room to breath around your loss in anyway I could find. No one and nothing will ever fill the void you left behind. You were my soulmate, my sunshine, my everything.